Jolene--
Know what? Dating sucks ASS. I mean, I SO am feeling you on the love thing right now, but I mean....I can understand what you're feeling. I used to date like a bitch, man....go on a date, find that the person is psychotic in some way, or just not....hmmm....right. If they don't like me, I think they're bastards though I obsess over what it is about me that they don't like....and if they DO, then I KNOW its cuz they're desperate, cuz there's no way someone could like ME after a first date, I have to prove myself first. It seems like....no one is a romantic anymore. I want to feel that vibe, that sparkle, that....MMMMMM....feeling....and everyone else just wants to have a relationship for fun or cuz everyone else is doing it. Don't give up on being choosy, girl. Don't settle for anything less, no matter how lonely you feel at any given moment. And you will. Feel lonely, that is. DAMN will it suck sometimes....but it's like having an episode. It'll go away. It'll come back, sure. But it'll go away again. And so it goes....and it's liveable....because you know you're waiting for something true and right. No facades, Jolene. They're lame and you know you want it real.